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and FINALLY, Valentine's Day is over!!!
no more dates reminds me of Fish.. the last date we planned ahead was v.day... so now that day is gone... I'm glad... no more further day will reminds me of him that we've made plans for those days...
I feel sooo bloody relief!!!
these days, since i finally have a job... i dont think of him as much.. in fact, I'm trying to open my eyes wider...
realising... there's other guys in this world.. also exist... although.. i've not met anyone who gives me butterflies..
but at least... there's a couple of guys i'm interested to 'LOOK AT' in my boring days...
starting to think.. I should start a new blog...
this blog seems to be tooo OLD, and i feel I'm a new Patz.... should start a fresh new blog.. to represent the new PATZ...
i should make some plans for that...
is v. weird... since i broke up wiv fish in Oct, i've realised.. so many other people i know, or kind of know... or juz know them by their name... all broken up the same time or pretty much around the same time or not long after...
is it like a break up 'high season'???!?!???! from OCT - JAN??!??!?! i wonder....
people and my mum always always say to me... the old one doesn't go, the new one wouldn't come...
lets hope so too.. i'm looking forward for the new one to come!!!! juz the matter of fact, how much longer do I needa wait?!??!?! will that be longer than 3 years?! lets hope not! i dun have that many 3 years to wait before i'm feeling far too old to have a bf!
speaking of V.day, working in Central... seems like a competition place on these special occasions.. flowers constantly delivering to the office, flowers flying around on the streets, couples holding hands, holding flowers walking...
is like if you dont receive flowers on v.day (in central) ... you're 1 sad loser!!! well, that's what i felt.. i guess..
perhaps... last couple of years... i've received flowers.. this year i didnt...
feel kind of sad and lonely when i was leaving work... heading home.. flowers were constantly in my face... couples were in my face... i was all alone... thinking.. will this happen every v.day from now on?!
but again.. v.day is juz a normal day... but i guess central... is more like a 'la-la-land' ... people mostly r competing wiv each other without showing it... who wears better outfit, better handbags, better shoes, better coats... so... therefore, i was thinking .. will that be ladies... sending themselves some flowers on v.day?!?!?! i wont be surprise if there's !!!
Mum and Dad's been gone to Auzy and NZ, for 2 weeks already... I'm home alone with my lovely dog Nicole..
feel amazing good coz parents are not around, i feel i can do watever i want, although, i've not really done anything besides the normal things like watch tv, play piano, go online, eat, sleep...
best thing is... I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.... can drive dad's car... well, he didnt say i can drive his car...
but he also didnt say i cant!!! and plus the fact, he asked me to drive them to airport and drop them off...
1st time in my life.... drive in a car ALONE... so i took the car home from airport ALONE!!!
felt amazing!!! coz dad's not next to me.. he's normally constantly bla bla bla on and on.. watch out... slow down.. dont get too close.. go closer when u reach traffic lights... constantly bugging me....
so while he's away... i've been taking his car out 3 times in the last 2 weeks..hahaha... although.. dun really needa drive in hk, since i live right in the heart of hk... but hell yeah.... make the most of it... while i can...
time to sleep... i'm up far too late today!!! is 406am... best catch some sleep..gotta go gym!! not been for 1 week!!! paid too much money for that gym!! must go when i wake up!!!
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