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My beloved friend is dead! :( may you rest in peace!

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 18:24:57 GMT

Since I started working... i've realised... weekends always fly sooo fast... bam!! is Monday again!!!

Went straight from work to China on Friday nite.... bloody hell.. seems like taking forever from Central to China Home.

something very upsetting happened!!!!

1 of my all time favourite - my limited rainbow Air Max Plus finally DIED ON ME!!! mega upset !!

had it for over 10 years! havent been wearing it for the last 8 years at least..i feel like wearing them again since i took them to the china house awhile ago!

OMG... i didnt notice it's gonna fall into bits when i put them on...
after i left home... was gonna run to the restaurant to meet parents for dinner. OMG... i started to feel the air was kind of busted on 1 side... then.. i thought maybe 10 years old sneakers... dat is possible!!

and who will actually guess... after less than 10 steps i stepped out the lift...
the front of my kicks starting to come off... the plastic was mega crispy... am i too heavy for them huh?!
starting to come into lots of small pieces every step i walk...my left kick was starting to lose a few pieces non stop..
i wont even dare to run.. and i started struggling to walk...

after 20steps away from the lift... i was thinking... shall i go home and change another pair of kicks???! but i really cant b arse... i didnt realise... the next 5 mins walk.. will be the hardest walk ever!!!!

the front of my left foot, completely FUCT!!! the base keep folding towards me... i couldnt even walk normal.. plus the same time... i hope no one will see me at all with these sneakers on!! lol... how embarrassing! they prolly think poor girl... must of from somewhere so poor in china, cant even afford new kicks!!
i started to walk soooooooooooooooo slow... even tho i'm really late for dinner... i juz cant walk fast.. wat if.. the base of the kicks completely fall into bits... i'll walk with my socks and my kicks will cover the top of my feet.. how funny will that look?!

normally take no more than 8 mins to walk towards the restaurant from home... but that nite.. took me almost 15!!!

i really regret that i didnt go home and change it when i realise its breaking... mum ORDERED me to bin it..without even letting me to take it back inside the house.. since she doesnt want anymore plastic flying around the house..
i had to take them off outside the door... and she took it to the bin outside the house and good bye my beloved old friend!!! may you rest in peace!!! i'll miss you forever!

here's some photos!!! i took of my v. pretty old friend... so I'll have some memories of you my love!!!

Good Bye my friend!! If i see the same kicks, I'll definitely buy it again!! I really love the colour-ways... :( but i've not seen it round in anywhere!!!

I'm Legend !!!!!!

Fri, 07 Mar 2008 03:40:30 GMT

Ok... this is v. weird!!!!

last week when i was talking to Ken on MSN, talking about me home alone, sometimes i do talk to my dog Nicole... since she's such a good listener and she's always loyal and never response! so i can say watever i want!

then Ken said... have you seen I'm legend? you remind me of Will Smith!

answer is NO, i've not seen I'm legend yet!!!

he told me i should see it!! then i thought ok.. when i go china, i'll get the DVD... see how much do i act like will smith in there...

This morning... 1st time ever.... i went to gym at 6am!!!!! for whole hour 6-7am... I WAS THE ONLY ONE in the gym!!!

anyways, stayed til 9 then went to work...

Whilst at work.. i was telling Bor I went to gym at 6... i was the only person in the gym for whole hour.

then.. instantly she said..

'hv u seen the movie 'i'm legend'? haha

u remind me of will smith

u're just like him LOL

only person in the gym, what the fuck'

makes me wonder how much do i actually like will smith in I'm legend! I'M DYING TO WATCH I'M LEGEND NOW!!!

I'll buy the DVD TONITE!!!

End of Freedom

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 16:18:08 GMT

Been living alone in H.K seems kind of nice.......too used to living alone in UK, but HK- pretty much never! well, never for this long! without parents for 3 weeks feel pretty gd besides I've more responsibility like make sure I dont mess the whole flat up... make sure Nicole is fed twice a day and make sure I clean her wee wee and poo poo and MUST take her out for a walk when i finish work no matter how tired i am!!

besides all that..... i get to drive daddy's car.. haha.. well, Im such a cheap ass.. i dun wanna put any petrol in.. and the tank seems to be close to empty.. lol.. will have just enough for me to drive to airport to pick them up and drive home...

other than that... if i needa take the car out.. i needa spend some $ to buy some petrol! lol....

1st experience driving somewhere far apart from airport...

last sunday, was dying to drive somewhere far away from home... decided to drive to Stanley for dinner...
on the way to Stanley... i was kind of abit of a chicken shit... those damn roads r sooo tight and tiny... too many hidden curves.. i was shitting myself when a bus suddenly pops out from these hidden corners when i was turning too....

took kind of long to get there... then.. bloody hell.. what happened to my all time favourite place? hardly ANYONE there... not like the old stanley i used to love anymore.... it's completely empty...

havent been for like 2 yrs or something.. but OMG... IT'S A DEAD PLACE!!! v. disappointed!
should of gone to Sai Kung instead...

had a curry meal there... it was pretty nice...

and haha... unbelievable... took me over half an hr to drive to Stanley .. due to some traffic jams and stuff..

but on the way home... OMGGGG... from Stanley to Homantin... just under 20mins!!! even drop Jess off... 20mins I've already parked the car! cant believe how fast from Stanley to home... must say I'm pretty gd hahha... less than 4 mths license... even Jess said i dont seem like one.. hahhaha...

back in the old days, going by public transport.... it'll take at least a good 50-60 mins to get home....

dont think i'll ever go by public transport again.... i'm falling madly in love with driving!!!!

fingerscross, dad will let me take his car out when he comes back...without him being inside the car!!
I've gotta tell him I've been taking his car out so often while he's away! hopefully he'll gain more trust towards me! hahha...

I'm gonna persuade dad to change his car!! since he always wanna get a sports car!!! is the time now!!!

currently I want an Audi R8!!!! he will prolly piss himself when i ask for that! bet he'll prolly make some excuse... we cant get rid of this car yet... since your bro is still studying in UK, we'll need a bigger car to carry his luggage when he returns!!

aiiiya....i just gonna have to earn my own money or win the lotto!!!

must take the car out on Saturday before they come back.... just in case dad will not let me drive his car alone from the moment he returns..

WHERE SHOULD I GO?!?!?!?!?!

I wanna take Nicole to the dog park, but I cant go alone with her..she wont sit still in the car... i'll prolly crash the car if i'm driving alone wiv her!!!

been talking so much shit! i really should b asleep... but duno y.. i dun wanna shut my damn eyes...

i sooo NOT enjoying the working life.... gotta wake up at 8.... and is 117am now... i wanna call in sick!!! damn it!
ok... stop shit-talking now! nitenite peeps.x

FINALLY! another entry!

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 19:08:04 GMT

FINALLY FINALLY! i remember my xanga still exist!

and FINALLY, Valentine's Day is over!!!

no more dates reminds me of Fish.. the last date we planned ahead was v.day... so now that day is gone... I'm glad... no more further day will reminds me of him that we've made plans for those days...

I feel sooo bloody relief!!!

these days, since i finally have a job... i dont think of him as much.. in fact, I'm trying to open my eyes wider...

realising... there's other guys in this world.. also exist... although.. i've not met anyone who gives me butterflies..
but at least... there's a couple of guys i'm interested to 'LOOK AT' in my boring days...

starting to think.. I should start a new blog...

this blog seems to be tooo OLD, and i feel I'm a new Patz.... should start a fresh new blog.. to represent the new PATZ...

i should make some plans for that...

is v. weird... since i broke up wiv fish in Oct, i've realised.. so many other people i know, or kind of know... or juz know them by their name... all broken up the same time or pretty much around the same time or not long after...

is it like a break up 'high season'???!?!???! from OCT - JAN??!??!?! i wonder....

people and my mum always always say to me... the old one doesn't go, the new one wouldn't come...

lets hope so too.. i'm looking forward for the new one to come!!!! juz the matter of fact, how much longer do I needa wait?!??!?! will that be longer than 3 years?! lets hope not! i dun have that many 3 years to wait before i'm feeling far too old to have a bf!

speaking of V.day, working in Central... seems like a competition place on these special occasions.. flowers constantly delivering to the office, flowers flying around on the streets, couples holding hands, holding flowers walking...

is like if you dont receive flowers on v.day (in central) ... you're 1 sad loser!!! well, that's what i felt.. i guess..

perhaps... last couple of years... i've received flowers.. this year i didnt...

feel kind of sad and lonely when i was leaving work... heading home.. flowers were constantly in my face... couples were in my face... i was all alone... thinking.. will this happen every v.day from now on?!

but again.. v.day is juz a normal day... but i guess central... is more like a 'la-la-land' ... people mostly r competing wiv each other without showing it... who wears better outfit, better handbags, better shoes, better coats... so... therefore, i was thinking .. will that be ladies... sending themselves some flowers on v.day?!?!?! i wont be surprise if there's !!!

Mum and Dad's been gone to Auzy and NZ, for 2 weeks already... I'm home alone with my lovely dog Nicole..

feel amazing good coz parents are not around, i feel i can do watever i want, although, i've not really done anything besides the normal things like watch tv, play piano, go online, eat, sleep...

best thing is... I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.... can drive dad's car... well, he didnt say i can drive his car...
but he also didnt say i cant!!! and plus the fact, he asked me to drive them to airport and drop them off...
1st time in my life.... drive in a car ALONE... so i took the car home from airport ALONE!!!

felt amazing!!! coz dad's not next to me.. he's normally constantly bla bla bla on and on.. watch out... slow down.. dont get too close.. go closer when u reach traffic lights... constantly bugging me....

so while he's away... i've been taking his car out 3 times in the last 2 weeks..hahaha... although.. dun really needa drive in hk, since i live right in the heart of hk... but hell yeah.... make the most of it... while i can...

time to sleep... i'm up far too late today!!! is 406am... best catch some sleep..gotta go gym!! not been for 1 week!!! paid too much money for that gym!! must go when i wake up!!!

It's his birthday! Happy Birthday

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 18:15:00 GMT

it's fish's bday on the 14th! I really dont wanna remember this date! but it's been in my mind almost everyday! waiting for this day to come and go pass my life mega fast... so aint no longer another date which bothers me...

thinking of a way, how can i spend this day without thinking of him?

I really dont wanna know what he's gonna do for his bday since I'm pretty sure he'll find a way to have fun...and perhaps.. all I have in mind is... he's found a replacement to replace what I was gonna do with him...it's someone else now.. who spend his bday with him.... 1 thing I'm sure is... this chick wont make the cake I made for him last year.. lol...

I've learnt from this previous relationship... should never ever 'plan ahead' of what you gonna do.... coz if you do.. what if shit happens... you cant do what you planned to do anymore.. will only disappoint/upset/hurt you...

I really would love to wish him happy birthday... but I know I shouldnt...

so i wont... and i know he doesnt read my xanga... so I can just say 'happy birthday' to him in here... so he wont get this message!

He didnt wish me happy birthday on my birthday... and i know he remembers my bday..but just chose not to say anything to me... but deleted me on facebook on my birthday... lol...

so i shouldnt say anything back to him on his birthday either...
it's been sooooooooo silly of me... when i was walking round the shops... i've seen some stuff I know he'll like it... i've even have the thought .. if he's still my bf, I will buy this for him.... wanna see his smiley face when he sees it..
really silly of me... i shouldnt even have those thoughts anymore...
maybe i do care about him far tooo much...should start care for myself instead...
I should treat him as 'he's dead'... he doesnt exist in this world anymore... perhaps... i might start to care less...

I really hope this year will be the last fish's birthday I'll ever remember...
lets hope so....

Left UK for HK for 1 month

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 18:51:20 GMT

today, is exactly 1 month since I left UK on the 7/11.

i duno i feel time flies or time goes slow... sometimes, i think time flies.. but my mind has been constantly feeling mega slow...

i'm telling myself, is enough now... is enough.... i've drop enough tears, feeling crap long enough...

I'm looking forward, but my future seems so far away... nothing seems to come along.. jobs, love... everything...

and him..... already moved on and got a new gf..

that shows how fast a man can move on...

there's alot of things i wanna say...
but im tooo tired and sleepy...

i would type it all out...and let it all out.. and it'll be the last msg i wanna say to him 'without actually giving him the message'...

i dont wanna bother him ever again.... i aint those annoying chicks bug people....
if he says 'dun wanna b friends'... i should 'respect' what he says.. and never ever contact him ever again..

although i know i'll try to contact him perhaps a year or 2 later... and see if he will still give me the same response...

but nothing can be ever the same again.... we'll never talk like friends.. i really cant see it happening...
he's really from the ET world...

anywayz, i'll write a long damn 'essay' tmr...

oh... i've still not receive his 'long text' the one he mentioned...
and i really cant see it coming anyway.. either he forgot/dun wanna send/cant send..
watever reasons... i really dont want to receive it anymore... wats there to explain....
i dun see the point...

and me... waited 3 days.. i finally sent him the draft i wrote 3 days ago.... after dat phone call..

i sent him - all i have to say is if you decided to throw the photo album i made you, plz give me back. I've put alot of time, heart, effort in it to put our memories in there. i wish you all the best in career and love. take care.

i so wanna say more.. but i know i shouldnt... that's really i care the most.. is the effort i put in.. i dun want him to bin it.. if he decide to bin the photo album...
i rather me choose to bin it or not..coz im the one made it...

i so wanna tell him.. u've really have mis-understand me last time...
but i feel he prolly 'sensed' it over the phone.. but juz had to talk like an asshole that day coz his latest gf was nxt to him.

i really should let go of this... i know i should...
that's y.. i didnt bother 'explain he misunderstood me' to him....

anywayz, i need xanga to help me... whatever shit in my head... i type it all here... i would feel much better...

but rite now.. i really cant b arse to type watever's in my head... coz im seriously tooo physically tired...

will do that whole 'to tuna last entry' tmr...

Pure Fitness - my other home

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 18:22:00 GMT

I'm getting addicted to go to gym these days, partly because I wanna be fit, and I wanna make every visit worth for the money I paid for...

main addictive reason is - I'M SOOO HOOKED IN SOAPS!!!

after few hrs work out, i feel amazingly good....

i've realised - gym has became my 2nd home in HK. When i cant go, e.g when im in china, i would miss it and im dying to go back to gym...

I've realised - when i finish gym, i feel awesome.... my mood raises up, i feel much better in every way... mentally, physically... it helps me to become stronger mentally and physically...

what i mean mentally is - moving on from a relationship...
i really do feel better each time when i finish a hardcore work out...

although these days, my gym sections are very extremely hardcore, minimum stay is 2 and a half hours... maximum stay is 5 and a half hours!!!
non stop working out...

i never have that kind of strong motivation until I've joined pure...
because they have TV, DVD PLAYER in each machine...
tons of HK, TAIWANESE, KOREAN, JAPANESE, AMERICAN soaps, movies to watch...

push me work out whilst watching soaps... 1 episode after 1.... extremely addictive...
times when im soo addicted to that soap... i cant be arse to change machine...
ended up working out on the same machine for 1 and a half hours long...

i could never do that when i go to any gym..perhaps.. it's super boring even there's music...

so yeah.....

i love my 2nd home.... keeps me happy and healthy...

another awesome thing is.... when i finish working out at nite.... i sleep much better.... i can drop dead in bed much quicker than the old days...
less thinking.. more sleeping....

only concern is... will i turn into a 'bodybuilder' look alike woman?! lol..
i dun wanna turn out like hardcore muscle woman...

gotta ask for more advise... lose fat.. stay slim .. but no hardcore muscle...

what the fuck does he want?!

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 00:13:15 GMT

I've already deleted everything he gave me/draw me/sent me on facebook...
i've deleted his number since 18/10, but earlier, i found his number and sent him that text, he replied...

i've also deleted that msg i sent him earlier, also the msg he sent me earlier...

after a big long talk with bingbing and owen, i thought it's all over.. I WILL NOT TALK ABOUT HIM ANYMORE...

guess what, just about to go to sleep again, since he fucked up my sleep..
my phone vibrates...

a text from him.......

he wrote 'i wrote you something long but my long text service is broken so i send it when it works. Juice of it is that im so sorry for today. Wait for the text. Explains.'

WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE WANT NOW?!
sorry for what? sorry for being 'i dont wanna be friends'? sorry for saying all those things to me coz his gf is next to him?!

aint my fucking problem, his gf is a control freak why take it on me?! LOOKING BACK, i was a much better girlfriend... i never make any boyfriend in my life to say things to their ex or to anyone like that... i only said to him before i dun like those slutty cheap cunts to contact him and shit... whether he choose to tell them is his decision.

well, wait and see what he's gotta say this time...

FINALLY - MY HEART IS OPEN!!!

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 23:00:38 GMT

i finally broke my own rules.. and called him....
but actually, i know I'm THE LOSER... i LOST..
but, I'm happy i did it...

the fight with mum kicked me off to break my own rules and call him...

1st call - no answer
2nd call - he picked up, i said hello (i sound like crying tho).. he said hello, you back in the country? (sound like surprise that i call/shocked/happy/excited)
then i said no, im not.. he said oh... i said do you have a min to talk? he said no, im driving.. then.. i was like oh.. then he actually put the phone down on me... but i understand , thats wat he normally does when he drives..

then, i texted him saying - i would like to have a chat if you've free time/or when you finish driving. Can you text me back when you're free so i can call you?would be better if i can call your landline coz is cheaper :p

i couldnt wait any longer coz i was too sleepy, and i fell asleep...
almost 3 hours later, he text back...SHOCKED ME WHAT HE SAID..
'do not call me again, I've a girlfriend now, please leave me alone'

i was seriously like wtf...
i called again....for the 3rd time

he picked up.. couldnt hear me saying hello

4th time - finally i got to talk to him...

basically here's the conversation -
me: hello, please dont misunderstand me. (RE: the text msg) sorry to bother you, i dun meant to call you in a shock, i had a fight with mum, i just wanna ask you something because she really upsets me so much earlier, i wanna hear it from you again..
tuna: what's the matter?
me: mum's been jokingly kind of saying 'you dump me coz im fat'... i just wanna hear it from you...
tuna: i told you before, is nothing to do with that... we don't get along... if i think you're fat, and if i mind and break up with you for that reason, i would of break up with you ages ago.. but is nothing to do with that..
me: ok.. sorry to trouble you.. i just wanna hear it from you that's all... i wont bother you again...
tuna: please dont call again, my gf wasnt happy earlier that you called.
me: actually i wanna ask you another thing.. why did you delete me on facebook on my birthday?
tuna: erm... i didnt delete you on ur bday
me: you did
tuna: well, if i did, (shout) you're the one gave all the things to my sister and pass it back to me.. you're the one leave everything behind... why bother keeping friends when you're not even in the country?
me: i said i need time to get over you and move on... then we can be friends again...
tuna: you're the one left everything in the first place.. sorry, i dun think it's gonna work.. i cant be friends with you..
me: i know whatever you said before, suppose to be mean wat you say.. but i know.. they all dun mean shit now...
you're the one wanna be friends after we break up... now you saying you dont wanna...
tuna: sorry, i dont wanna be friends now..
me: i'm sorry, i wasted your 1 and a half years time to know me
tuna: is not that... (quiet for a while) is never gonna work...
me: i'm just disappointed we cant even be friends.. sorry, i've another thing wanna ask you...did you have a new gf before my bday?
tuna: no....
me: when did you have a new gf then?
tuna: lately..why dont you talk to her? (i was thinking wtf? she's next to him? but he didnt pass the phone to her at the end) (forgot what exactly he said, but kind of dun wanna reply to that question, like dont have an exact date when they started, just started recently)
me: sorry, i dont meant to trouble you/call you... i wont call you again.. i'm sorry to your gf that i got her unhappy.
tuna: is never gonna work, please dont call me again...
me: i think you mis-undertand me... i didnt call you to say such things.. just coz i was so upset that my mum said such things.. i will never call you again.. and wish you all the best with your gf and will never have problems that we had.. bye
tuna: hold on... erm... we cant be friends, sorry.. is never gonna work...
me: ok.. i get it.. im just disappointed that's all.. alrite.. all the best to you and your gf... take care.. bye
tuna: bye

he completely mis-understood me... i didnt call to ask him anything about him/present... it's all just because of the fight with mum, i've this urge to ask him... i know his answer.. but i just wanna hear it again.......
i know is nothing to do with me being fat or not..
and which lead to other questions like facebook, gf...
because the way he replied my text...

im shocked im not even upset that he's a new gf... not at all...

but im sooo HURT... he doesnt wanna be friends....
NONE of my ex ever ever not stay friends with me...
even like herbert said he can never be friends with me coz he cant look at me the same way...
so for over 4-5 yrs... we've not talked/seen each other...
but recently the last 1 year.. we finally in talking terms again....

even other ex... not friends after we broke up for like few mths up to few years.. but all back to friends again..

WHY HE WAS SOOOO STRONG ABOUT 'DONT WANNA BE FRIENDS?'
although herbert was like that back then... but still...

that hurts me the most...
spent so much time get to know each other... we broke up in good terms...
why doesnt he wanna be friends??? or why cant he be friends?

i asked myself couple of times.... are you sure you're ok not even slightly upset he's a new gf?
actually... im really fine... coz i know he'll find a new gf v. soon well, put it this way... much quicker than I will find a new bf....
i know he loves me so much when we broke up, that's already enuff...
whether this new gf was a rebound/ new love... really doesnt bother me....

in fact, is good for me.. because now... i can officially MOVE ON....... give me no reason to miss him...
he has a new gf now... so is someone called 'not available, have a gf already' type of guy...
my personal rule is 'never fancy/fall in love with someone who's a gf'
so already enuff reason...

plus the fact, he 'doesnt wanna be friends'...

the 'leave me alone' doesnt count..coz i really have been 'leave him alone' ....
i've not contact him at all... so why would i contact him again after this call?

he really have mis-understood me.. which i feel i soo wanna make it clear to him...
but whats the point....

i so wanna make it clear -
1. i DO NOT WANNA GET BACK TOGETHER WITH HIM AT ALL
2. reason i call him has nothing to do with 'wanna get back together/see how he's,etc'
3. i wasnt planning to ask about facebook/current status(new gf or not)/friendship

only 1 reason to call was - what my mum said - he prolly dump you coz you're fat...

but ended up, i found out all the things i've been wondering about... which's great...

i feel a big relief actually... i dont needa wonder about all those things anymore.. is over.. no more wondering...
everything's answered..
ALTHOUGH... i wanna know who's the new gf? just being curious.. is she someone i've already heard of (one of those cheap sluts)? or someone new i never heard of? or someone he recently just met? or WHO???!?!
im just curious that's all...

anyway, i've called bingbing after... after a talk.. i feel so much better... a big big relieve..

all the tights are finally undone... my heart is open up again... finally... i am sooo relieve...

no more wondering.... in fact, i'm happy to turn out this way... that i'm the loser that i called.. but i'm glad i called... 'lost in this - do not call him thing'... but i'm glad... my tights are undone... coz i will not wanna call him again...
no more questions now...

he made it clear sound like he's mad i left UK... i was the one choose to walk away, walk away this friendship, leave him behind... therefore.. 'he's gotta do something about it, by delete me on facebook/also say it out loud,cant be friends, never gonna work'...

and I... have another thing 'answered' - i will never receive the 'album' he promised he would make me.... coz he's a new gf now... if he decide to make an album, will be an album with her.. but not me...

all i hope is... he didnt bin/throw all the things i got him... i made him especially that album... i rather him give it back to me, if he decide he doesnt want it...

but i cant say it to him.. although i want to... i wanna tell him.. if u dun want that album.. please give me back...
is something i spent so long and so much effort to make and is good memories i would look back later on...

now, thinking all the things he said... i cant trust wat he promise/said... coz they dont mean shit now..

he said he will never ever bin anything of us/i gave him... i question him.. wat u'll take it wiv u when u marry?
wat ur next gf/wife gonna think? u've an album of me and u...
he said yes.. i dun care wat she thinks...

he already care..coz he's a new gf now.. already said 'my gf is not happy that you called'

lol...... those r the things he used to say to his slutty chicks when i wasnt happy that they called... lol...
seriously lol

anyways, no more fish talks....

i've no reason to love/miss him anymore.. he's already someone else's bf...

and he moved on no matter he's rebound/fall in love again...
none of my business....

im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo relieve!!!!
not a big loser after all..coz i gain so much from this.. hahahhaha.... doesnt matter being a loser, it helps me heal..
heal much faster in fact, no more wasting time and losing sleep. thinking all these 'why's

23rd NOV - another busy day

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 18:49:25 GMT

3pm ish...
went to meet EDWIN and Maibee in MK, Edwin came to HK, and his mission is to find the right porter wallet for his brother in law! extremely 'ma fan'..... wondering round in MK for awhile, went round everywhere.. then we went to Langham Place to chill. but....i dun have time to chill with them...

530pm
i had to bugger off to Pure fitness to meet Benny for an assessment and a personal training section... had some what i called 'hardcore' section with Benny... DAMN... i feel i cant even lift my arms up after i left the gym....

8pm
had to meet Carey for dinner.. was in such a rush from 7th floor at langham place rush to 13th floor MR. STEAK CAFE. ended up we both got there at 815pm.... those damn staff gave our table to others... we had to re-wait for a table.... anyway, didnt take that long... after we sat down...

We've ordered a lobster and steak set dinner and a mix steak and seafood platter.....
look how they turn out... really OMG when the lobster soup arrive on the table...

yeah... prolly what you think too.... EXPRESSO?!?!?!?!
is actually LOBSTER SOUP!!!!

and yes... it's as small as an expresso cup...

seriously speechless when we both saw that.. meant to share it... really thought will serve in a bowl or something like normal soup turns up... but yeah..WTF...
they didnt even give you spoon to go with the soup.. because.. it's far damn tooo SMALL!!
juz like expresso, DOWN IT IN 1 GO! lol...
so we didnt even 'drink the soup'...
we juz soaked it with bread... and found some lobster pieces in the bottom.. lol...

2nd thing comes to the table... is the duck breast and salad.. it's v. yummy...

here it comes after... the lobster and steak pasta thing...

and the mix seafood & mix steak platter

I just remember.............. those damn waiter forgot to give us desert and coffee!! wtf....
they missed those out!! and we forgot as well...

anyways, after the big fat meal.....
I had a BIG BIG BIG SURPRISE!!!

a waiter was holding a birthday cake..... Carey told me to turn round.. i saw this beautiful cake behind me....

I really didnt expect this at all.... In fact, I didnt receive any cake last year and this year.... >_<
but now... i did... so.. really out of my 24 birthdays.. i only didnt receive cake for 1 year... hahhha..

Carey made me feel sooo touched..and i got so damn emotional and tears were holding tight but ended up popping out... ruining my mascara.. lol..

I cant believe I can make a wish in front of MY cake... lol.. really didnt expect this year i would have a cake to make a wish and blow...

anyways, we both made a wish and blow the candle together...
so it's the 1st time, we kind of 'celebrate' together in a way... after 12 yrs since we know each other...
I was super doopa happy!!

Carey, Thanks for the lovely DIN DIN and Cake... it's v. yummy.. and aii.. you got me crying!!! tooo touched aiii...

and it's v. nice to finally meet TAKKI....

it's kind of weird in a way, we're having din din on 13th floor, and Takki was singing on 12th Floor throughout our meal... lol...

after we finished din din, she finished singing too.. lol..
just makes me laugh when we went to stand and watch her coming down from the stage.. when these little innocent fans were getting their notepads and pens out... cameras as well of coz...

After we left Langham, we went for few drinks in Prince Edward....

What a full-fil day!!!

Thanks to Carey!!! you made my day turns out soo special!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! xxxxx